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Thursday, September 07, 2006

~~Revived Dead, Dead Revived~~

so long since i last blog again... but tis time the reason is diff... its not i no time to blog or don wan to blog... instead, i had wanted to blog so much durin tat period of time but i coudnt... the com was down...

perhaps life is so... juz when u decided to do somethin heaven will make a fool out of u n set up obstacles... mayb it is to prevent us from makin mistakes... mayb it is to tell us we r not worthy yet... mayb it is simply to make us more appreciative at the end of the day... appreciative of wad we r doin n wad we achieved...

finally, my com was repaired ytd... but the joy in me was shortlived... it starts to gif problems again today n i am juz glad tat i can use it now... perhaps its the same principle at work again... i appreciate bein able to use the com now more than ever n every second i spend wif the com seems to b a bonus still...

thinkin back in my lfie i seem to b usin the same principle as well... while i am cheerful n always happy go lucky in front of ppl, my blog always seem to contain a contradictin bit of sadness... perhaps it is tis saddness tat i leave in my blog tat allows me to stay cheerful n happy always... i once heard s sayin, someone's happiness muz always come from another's unhappiness... it is tis balance tat keeps the world going-n keeps us livin as the cycle of unhappiness n happiness go on... so since i can hav my unhappiness contained in my blog i shall b able to hav my happiness not at the sake of others...

then again, it may onli b tat in my blog i am able to face the other side of me n the sorrows i hav in me... mayb with each word i type i am able to hav the sorrows embedded within... n bit by bit the sadness leaves me n wads left behind is onli joy n euphoria-the positive energy i need to keep me going in the journey of life...

Life Is Never A Bed Of Roses, But A Bed Of Roses Is Never Life Too...

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