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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

~~Changed Constant, Constant Change (2) ~~

back to today... mrs pang told us she will wan to teach next year's year1 so she wont b takin us anymore... n tis is wad she said after she announced the news... " change is always a constant, n we muz learn to embrace changes..." i tot deep, i tot hard... but i still couldnt accept tat statement totally...

her last lesson wif us was a quiet one... no1 make any noise... we simply quietly enjoy every last word of advice she gives and engraved it in our hearts... to remember now n always...

so i wonder, if changes is inevitable, does tat mean the pain wif it is sure to follo also? perhaps its true... ppl meet n ppl part... life is simply a journey of each individuals... onli to cross at certain junctions... no one journey can cross forever as no one journey can ever b identical... n for how long do we wish tat we meet? the longer we meet the harder it is to part... yet we will rather we suffer the pain of partin then to not meet n not develop the relationship between us... or we doomed to suffer a fate of endless pain or do we choose to undergo tis pain ourselves? do we brought all tis troubles upon ourselves, ourselves? i wonder...

tis brings me to a song which i came across recently... a song tat is quite old yet the meanin remains new... the lyrics goes... "y did it hav to happen.. y did it all hav to change...." no matter wad changes will bring us, one thing is for certain... changes will always make us reflect on our lives before the change n tis will allow us to cherish the lives before the change better or allow us to b hopeful of the lives after the change... reflections are always crucial in our lives to allow us to take a step back to look back at wad we hav done n to not miss out on any1 or anythin... to me, ms ng n mrs pang r two of the best teachers i ever hav... they showed me wad it means to b dedicated to wad u r doin n wad it really means to b passionate in it... their passion in teachin n the subjects they teach has moved me n i will nev forget their passion... the elagence of mathematics n the fun behind the seriousness of bio...

Change Is Always A Constant, And We Must Learn To Embrace Changes...

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~~Changed Constant, Constant Change (1) ~~

erm quite long din come to blog le... at first was due to promotional exams then too busy muggin then din blog... but actually i din mug much too oso if not wont do so badly le... below my expectations... =x ok the promos is not the focus of my post today... as usual i come to blog coz these few days i hav been feelin quite low n moody... not tat i expressed my depressed feelings explicitly but somehow one can c traces of moody-ness in me... when i am moody i will tend to turn very quiet... coz i will b lost in my own thoughts...

juz when i tot bein back from a holiday ytd i will feel refresh n happy, it din end up tat way... tho it did when the day started off but once the maths lesson came up everythin took a 180degress turn...

first period was maths... mrs pang came in n said she has a few things to announce... she said it will b a piece of gd news... i was quite hopeful when i hear tat... mayb it is really somethin to b happy for... for our class has been moody too lately... even our civics tutor notices tat... then mrs pang says... she wont b teachin us next year...

my first reaction was like, " is she going to moe to follo ms ng? "

ms ng was the cause of my class bein moody lately... last fri we were havin fun in the bio tutorials as usual n at the end of the lesson we were havin a casual chat wif my bio teacher ms ng when i asked a question... "will u b our teacher next year?"

i was somehow alr expectin her to say like " of course or somethin to tat note..." but her reply was... "no" she was posted to moe... it seems like a promotion as many ppl told me but to me it wasnt somethin to rejoice over...

ms ng was the first ever teacher in tj to make an impression in me... even when i first saw her, her joke about KI n potassium iodide n her other jokes alr caught my attention... she seems to b a special teacher... n indeed she is... n very special at tat...

attendin her lessons was always a joy n not a chore... even when her lessons were the last 2 periods on a fri afternoon n i am feelin so tired n worn out, i nev failed to gif my fullest attention in her lessons... n its durin her lessons tat i feel the most at ease to ask questions... coz she is ever ready to ans all my doubts n leave me wif more knowledge...

when i was considerin whether to drop bio anot after the first 3 months, it was coz shes my bio teacher tat i decided to continue to take bio... its true for i alr expected bio to b lots of memorisin work n its not easy n her teachin methods really makes me wan to learn more from her... she is tat inspiring...

A Noble Teacher Is Not One Who Imparts The Most Knowledge To The Students But One Who Is Able To Pass On Her Passion In The Subject To Her Students...

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